I just wanted to let all our family and friends know just how much we appreciate them...
December 5, 2007 changed our lives forever...we got news of Brayden's diagnosis via amniocentesis that evening...in a few seconds of meeting with our doctor that evening after closing hours in his office, I seriously had moments of thinking my life was never going to be happy again! After talking with our doctor and going home that evening I had never felt so numb in my life...Jared was being as strong as he could for me, trying not to let any tears show, but I knew he was feeling the same emotions...Why us? I kept thinking...what had I done to deserve this? Until your a parent that has gone through this, it is truely hard to understand the emotion that you feel...It took a couple of days for the numbness to disappear, for the tears to dry and we prayed so hard! I seriously have never prayed so much in a matter of a few days in my life...( and I pray all the time) Finally Jared and I had some time to come together and talk this all out...after a few hours of telling each other that God doesn't give people things that they can't handle and we have so much in our lives to be thankful for and blessed for...everything was going to be ok...I felt like a brick house was lifted off of me and I thanked God for giving me the man of faith and courage in my life to bring me back up...Jared is truly my rock and from that moment on we really were ok with the diagnosis. No longer was I asking "Why us?" I knew we had been CHOSEN to be Brayden's parents and I made a promise to God that I would be the best parent I could be and knew he would guide us on this amazing journey.
Well, it has been 5 1/2 months now that we have had our little guy Brayden in our lives and I could not imagine my life without him. He is such a joy to our family and has touched so many others lives as well. I know God has a plan and purpose for everyone in life, and I feel so blessed that he chose us to walk this path! Thanks to all of you again for embracing our little man. He is doing so well and off the charts for many of capablities...he is amazing and will continue to amaze us everyday!